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assign it urself

2009-08-11T00:31:00.004+08:00

i have the feeling that i am so useless, hopeless, stupid. honestly, this is the first time of my life i am feeling this. i feel like an loser now.....i have lost... totally.... i have gave up.......

True Friends?

2009-07-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

What is True Friends? is it someone that will be there besides u when u need them? If this is so, how many ppl really have something called true friends? i am really wondering... spend ur whole life finding for true friends... but, who can really find one? thinking that u have really found one, think twice, is he/she really the true friend of urs... or he/she is there to make use of u onli.......

Have I Change....?

2009-07-24T20:50:00.001+08:00

okay..... went back CVSS to have my o lvl cert chop with the sch stamp.... the school is so quiet without my batch there to add colours to CVSS... hahahs.... saw mr lim and ms Tan. the first thing mr lim said to mi is that.. "melvin, u have change, i nearly cannot recognise u..." then i am stunned... i answerred. in which way am i changed? AND THE FIRST THING HE SAID IS " ur face is better now....." Zzzzz. But i am happy... hahas cos my face is recovering.... there are two more things that he said i have change. he said" ur hair are longer now and ur face are sharper.. sharper? i wonder..... then, ms tan came to the GO... and mr lim tell her i have change... and the first thing she said... "Yar.... he change. his hair is now longer... longer then his Wilson Teo Wei Song." okay... i am going to cut my hair SHORT!!!!!!! hahahs... since my Poly life starts, there are abt 5 ppl saying i have change.... and i am seriously wondering if i changed? or not? for the good or bad? how am i doing now? and how i do at the past? i SERIOUSLY HAVE NO ANS TO IT.... Confused....

CVSS ARE BETTER NOW.....

2009-07-24T20:22:00.003+08:00

ytd met mrs seow(ms lei) and mr seow and coffee shop.... lols.... when i am with desmond and wilson..... we have hours of talks sitting there.... and mr seow teaching us how to woo girls.... LOLS.... and mrs seow remains quiet there... i wonder if he use these techniques to get mrs seow... hahas...
we recalled our 4 years in CVSS ytd.... the fun we had in seec 1 when the "BEST " is in my class and ms lei was there to teach us. and i rmbed, the first day she came in, she scolded us.....
after my batch of went on with our life in different sch, ms lei ytd told us that CVSS property damages have been reduced to almost ZERO!! Meaning, my batch has given damaged to the sch property by a lot.... one of it is the pouring of hydrochloric acid in to the koi pond... lols... and almost all the fishes inside died... they spend abt a thousand to buy in mew koi fish.. surprised? hahas.
reall miss my secondary sch life... it was the fun-est ever.... bright up my life. and i my batch have a impact to the teachers that taught us b4.... not a small one, but a huge one.... =P
and we even mad teachers cry..... laugh at teachers that didnt shave(if u know who i saying abt).
i think they MISS US ALOT TOO.....

am i wrong....

2009-07-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

weeks of warmness is pouring on mi... with a sudden change of warmness, i am sick.......
cold wind blowing on mi. ice forming on the ground. i am freezing... Am i wrong and i have to suffer this punishment?

the ship i step onto.....

2009-07-22T21:04:00.003+08:00

i feel that i have been drifting further and further away from the ship i board initially. After the time that used the rescue boat for me to have some quiet time, i cant catch up with the ship anymore.... the ship are moving so fast.... no matter how i tried, it is useless. i can onli see bits of the ships left. as days pass, it gets smaller and smaller.... any way to increase the speed of my boat.... ='(

2009-07-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

why does my parents dun trust mi..... it been so many years... nth have change.... wat i explained is totally useless..... i should jus keep my month shut next time since they have already have the decision that i am guilty... the more i explain myself, they will jus think i am defending myself for my faults...
when in sec 1 to 4, i am totally restricted by them. no trust. NOTHING at all... my mother once ask mi... y i nv tell her abt wat happen in sch when my sister always tell her. amd i kept quite for it. thinking in my mind, u dun even trust mi, wats the use of telling u wat happen in school... and she also keep asking y nv bring my friends home to do projects or study when i always go my friends hse... and the ans in my mind is, she always think that my friends are bad.. they will bring mi to the wrong path... like WTH!!! dun i know how to differeniate the good and bad? cant they trust mi for once for the decisions i made?
now that i am 17. in poly. nothing have change. and i mean nothing. hoping for the good? i wished it happens...
perhaps, i dun think i will get wat i wish for..
='(

2009-07-12T12:21:00.004+08:00

This are the two Apel Personality Preference Survey that corinne have.... See See See!! is so true man... Hahahas

okay.... studied ytd in sch again.... have to keep studying now...... my results jus sucks... =(

jus wish i can do well for my sem 1.. AND I KNOW I CAN!!=)

reached home at abt 5.... L4D again... tempt by desmond... and the patch he gave mi made L4D damm lag.... but, still manage to complete.

went to samuel's 21st bdae at pasir ris park.... and the pit he book was at pit 65.. which is the last one. =( have to walk a the way to area 4... hais. looking at my cousins, one by one to turn 21st. i wonder wat will my 21st bdae look like....??

i think i have to start doing all my projects now... i have a bad feeling abt all my projects now... i shouldnt have wait to the last min to do all my projects... blame it on my own stubborness of thinking i have a lot of time.. ='(

confused....

2009-07-06T22:16:00.003+08:00

i am so confused now. need someone to talk to. Chilli padi didnt reply mi. i cant talk to her. have to put everything in my heart. the feeling is damm unbearable. Chilli padi!!! reply pls. u are not online also.. ='(

2009-07-06T16:36:00.004+08:00

At last i am free to continue my blog.. Poly is freaking tiring. for those who thinks poly is so relaxing, u can GO AND DIE!!!

okay... Saturday, studied with corinne in tamp mac. and i saw corinne's Apel Personality Preference Survey. OMG!! is quite true for the bad and quite not true for the good.. hahas
i will let u all see if i am true. hahas.
i will post the pic i put when blooger allow mi to do so.. nowadays, blogger is screwed up. i can upload pics into my blog.. Screw them...

2009-07-05T14:10:00.002+08:00

Ohhgayyy.. this brog is awesumz nao cus Corinne is here to revive it. Prz thank me and stop reading your stupid notes.... GO FRIGGIN' CHARGE YOUR LAPTOP & im off to mug for HUMAN ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY NAO MUAHAHAH cheemz.

=]

4H'08 BBQ

2009-06-20T17:58:00.002+08:00

19/06/09 is the day when the group of ppl get together and eat. LOLS... is talking rubbish.... all thx to wilson... OMG!!! my mind is like polluted by him ytd... no worry... i am able to clean it.. =)
shi ying said i changed... change for the good or bad? i dun feel that i have changed. i am still me. Which part have i change? the person as usual.. like so FREAKING GOOD.. rite corinne? hahas.. i am the best.... u said it...
btw, i didn say a guy is cute... i DIDNT!! corinne, u are thinking too much.. u read the msg between the lines.. but is not meant to do so.. hahas.
Ton for the whole nite.. After wilson go off at 3am, it gets quite quiet. cos all his bull shitting is gone... BUT, we have poker cards... but after mac breakfast, we play THREE REALLY STUPID GAMES!! IS THREE THAT WILL KILL ALL MY BRAIN CELLS.. until morning, my brain cells is like left a little little bit... i cant believe i am so freaking stupid... I think i will kill myself if i didnt figure it out. OMG!! but it is fun.. it really screw mi up the walls...

okay... see u all in TP on Friday. i think wilson will screw TP up on fri. OMG!!

YTD WAS A "LUCKY" DAY!!! Sports week..

2009-06-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

Went to do BPM projects ytd.. i reached sch so early!! idk why too.. So, wait for others. as usual, the standard ones are _ _ _ _. Started playing L4D again.. and TP CAN USE GARENA!! wish they dun block it again... In the end, the two hours in the project room was not effective at all...
Went out to lunch, opp the sch.. and i am so freaking "lucky" that _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ drop on my shirt.. OMG!!! but is so heng that it is not on my head...
Went back to sch to continue the bpm.. Quite effective, i must say.

Went swimming at anchovale at 5pm. Its a long time since i swim. I realise i cant swim long... =(
NO more stamina... =( after like 6 laps, i am going dead. in the end, played water in the BABY POOL with my cousins. LOLS....

Todae, went swimming again.. =p i really hav no more stamina.. but todae was better the ytd.. i swim like 15 laps... =)) i think i have to go for regular swimming to get my stamina back...

my arms are all aching now... i think the three days of exercising had cause it. (monday - badminton; tue - swimming; wed - swimming)
Lets see whats coming up nxt..

Thats All! BYE!

Daniel's Bro Wedding Part 2

2009-06-16T21:37:00.019+08:00

Reach the dinner place at around 6.50pm... Witness the signing of the marriage document. (not sure what is the process called)
The groom and bride had so many promises made to each other... so many that there is a script.LOLS!!

The teasing of the Groom and Bride...

13/6 was also Adrain's bdae.. we had a surprised bdae 'party' for him...

My "Son" of the Day..

BECOS OF A PSP..

he came...

My "girlfriend".....

She complained abt my height.

she tip-toe when this pic was

taken.

So, to stop her complain, i

make her tall!!

COUSIN TIME!!

Not all the cousins are here...

but at least the main one are.

hahahs..

KISSING!!!

THE END!!

Daniel's Bro Wedding part 1

2009-06-14T17:13:00.014+08:00

13/06/2009 - A big day for Daniel Koh and Tan Su Lin(dun really know who she is)
Congratulations!! A newly-wedd couple in my family that i attended the dinner since a few years back .
This is a day that cause my work in IT fair gone. However, i still had a great day. Took quite a few pics. but quite a few fail shots.. THX to my sister!!!
In the morning, work up at 8.30am to go for the tea ceremony. During the preparation to go off, my aunt called. To my surprise, she told us the wrong time for the tea ceremony. Like OMG!! is an hour late. We should be there at 8.30 instead 9.30. However, we still didnt rushed down. =P
Took a few pics at the tea ceremony.

After this, went to Daniel bro hse to eat!!! Waaah!!! His hse was gorgeous!! And BIG!!! although is jus a 4 ROOM FLAT!!!

Took some Cute children photos

( PLS LOOK AT ONE OF THE PERSON IN ORANGE)

Okay this is the end of part one.... part two will be uploaded most probably on tue. =)

BUSY HOLIDAY!!!

2009-06-09T13:51:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! busy with my projects... Time not enough again. dunno is i dunno how to plan my time or is really time not enough. i have no newspaper.... HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO MY BBFIN PROJECT!!!
Desmond. if u fail ur amath1 test todae, dun blame mi.. hahas.. u ask me go yong chyn hse ytd to play de. and u didnt really study in the end. and thx.. u intro mi to a nice eng song. i like the lyric a lot. but i can find the full song, =(
addicted to l4d. especially when i know the cheats. OMG!! is DAMM fun!!! whoo!! should continue playing now. BYE!!

Vacation time

2009-06-05T12:37:00.003+08:00

It is vacation time. A list of programs line out for mi. And like a quarter of it would be my asignments. OMG!!! It Sucks.. Watiting for the day, 24 june to come. The day i am changing my phone!! Whooooo!! Dunno still working for IT fair not, which is on the 11, 12, 13, 14 of June. but i hav a dinner on 13 june. Dunno the person will allow not. Hais..
My class bbq is not settle yet.. it is said to be on the 15 of june. but there is still no confirmation or bookings made for the bbq pit. SIANZ..
AT LAST TERM TEST IS OVER FOR GOOD!!!

My 4H =)

2009-05-30T22:52:00.005+08:00

Class 4H bbq is coming!! Whoo!! Cant wait for the day to reach. Miss them all. I realised that 4H is veri fast in settling things. Especially the ones that plan the BBQ. At least is better then my poly Class. 4H ppl is so efficient!! Muahahhaaha!! We get the plan done like in a couple of weeks, where ppl are all scattered around the Singapore.

Recalling the times we had together. It was so freaking fun. The nick names we get for each other. The 2 years of listening to the same ppl whining. The fun that we had on our PE teacher (Mr horfun). The parsa malam that we let had out ramily(dunno how spell) burger. They way we leech other ppl work. (especially A Math and Math). And we are onli worth less that a VCD frm wat the Fcking teacher said to us. anyway, we still had our fun in rebuking the Fcking teacher.
To summarise, 4H is the class i still preferred till now. The closeness we had, the fun, the consoling of friends, i think i will nv had it all again besides this class. =(

Study week!

2009-05-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

Next week is the term test!! i still cant seems to rmb anything.. especially SAS and ISOfun. i dun want they week to come!!! but i also wan the week to past soon as it is term break!! OMG!!! Poly life is like getting stress for mi. I NEED SOME DE-STRESS ACTIVITIES!

I cannot get my mind settled down todae. it was an unbearable feeling. Now, i need someone to confide to. :-( How i wish i was in SP or NP now.. Sianz... At least someone was there for mi to confide to.

Happy Bdae to ME!!!

2009-05-25T19:25:00.004+08:00

ytd was my bdae!! thx for the presents and the wishes... had quite a enjoyable bdae this year. not like last year, my bdae was on the saturday and the coming monday was chinese O level!!! OMG!!!! cannot celebrate last year!! =(
i have to thx those main ones for wishing me kk... hahas. thank you sw, cor cor, jing yi, wilson, desmond, nicole and raina.
i was quite surprise that three of my poly friends know my bdae too.. hahas.Thank you Hui Wen (first to wish me), Chermaine and Kash... although some wish me todae, (wan ling and Fang Yin) i still have to thx them....
And lastly, i wont forget those that celebrated with mi in pasir ris......

THANK YOU ALL OF YOU!!!!!

Class Outing

2009-05-23T11:36:00.000+08:00

ytd is the first class outing that have more then 5 ppl that went. Is was quite fun except the time that we have to go early to buy the movie tickets for 18 ppl! it was such a slow and boring process... :-o THATS WHY I HATE GOING TO BUY TICKETS FIRST!!!!
Ate Just Acia at DhobyExchange. The OLs pang seh us.... Go eat others things. PANG SEI!!!!
Went Pool after dinner. I realised my pool skills have a little improvements!! LOLS.
Ytd was the first time i get the black ball into the hole!!! All thanks to Wan Ling that she miss the black ball when the black ball is directly in front of the hole. Jus with a touch, the black ball will get in and her team would have won. However, instead of getting the black ball in, she got the white ball in through the small little spacing besides the black ball. OMG!!! That was skills man. Anyway, still have to thanks her for that since she allowed mi to get eh black ball in for the first time when i play doubles...
It time to study todae!! term test is coming!! OMG!! Study Study Study

Relieved yet unhappy.....

2009-05-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

Todae CMSK had the role play... it was like so last mintue work for me.... didnt really memorise the script. OMG!!! it seems like a screwed up 20% in my cmsk. however, it is finally over. but... more is coming....
They are so freaking LAME!!!! cant really stand it..... it is the worse i have ever seen.......
Pooling at student union todae..... changed the coins but didnt wan to play in the end. watching my friends playing.. Zzz.. why is pool so interesting? i jus dun get it...
nothing seems to interest me this week.... jus nth... mood feeling down.... dun feel like going anyway.... cant talk to anyone.... how i which u are here to talk to me again....

Secondary and Poly

2009-05-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

After 4 weeks of studying in poly, I am starting to think that Secondary sch life was nth. Besides the difference in friends, subject wise is completely different. time is need to adapt to the subjects taken by me is poly. Especially the subject ISOFUN!!! I know nothing abt it. This is the 5th week and i dun think i learn a single thing.
i am starting to miss my secondary sch life. my friends..... teachers.... and i dunno y, but my classroom too. =.=
Luckily, is like almost half the cvss come to tp. however, my close friends are not in there except a few in engine sch. SADD!!! Haven met up wif them since previous week. MISSING THEM!!! OMG!!
Projects overcoming me.... lack of time....
To end, i jus wan to ask the person to FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!